simplySIMPLETON

I thought seeing "it" with another was just fine

I thought watching "it" from a distance was enough

I thought making "it" happy would bring me happiness as well

but

reality came to me again and woke me up from this dream

all the "i thought's" had vanished and sadness welcomed me again...

I am not fine seeing "it" with another creature

It was not enough to watch "it" from a distance

It would not bring me happiness when I made "it" happy

I am not a hypocrite but I do admit that I am a simpleton...

I wish I never knew "it"

I wish I could I forget all about "it"

I wish I could be

with "it"...

oh damn!...so stupid!