the CRAZY little thing

whoah...i was surprised but what i did yesterday (july 29)...haha

I did a crazy thing...who would have thought that a careless creature like me would go down from the jeepney just to save a man whom i thought had no umbrella when in fact he had! craaaazy...

the story goes like this...

galing kame sa mall and then umuwi na kame. Nung pauwi na kame, sumakay kame sa jeep tapos nung time pa lang na yun madilim na yun sky. Sabi ko 'uulan na..' at sagot naman nya 'oo nga eh, bibilisan ko na lang maglakad'. At ayun nga bumaba na sya..Nung pagbaba nya...nakatingin sya dun sa jeep na kinalalagyan ko at biglang bumuhos ang malakas na ulan.....nagalala ko..tinawagan ko sya at tinanung kung may payong sya...sabi nya stranded daw sya sa ulan..sabi ko wag syang aalis...babalikan ko sya....at ayun ga bumaba ang sira ulong si ako!...naulan! sinalubong ko ang mga jeep..napakalayo na kasi nun narating ng jeep sa binabaan nya...at pagkarating ko..tinawagan ko sya ule pra tanungin kung asan na sya..'andito malapit na sa bahay'

xunga...

wg kcng martir...natatawa na lang aku...hahahaha

kabubung bata...

Untitled

hi there! i don't feel like discussing happy things right now...my mind is busted,,yeah, that's my term....im just here to share a common love story coz i have these lines that i wanna...well...type...

Once upon a time, there was an avid fan named Jian of this super hot actor, Gian. She dreamed about him and it felt like love so she tried hard to be with that man and so it happened. She became one of the staffs of Gian. Seeing him and watching him from a distance, wow..! that's heaven! And then one time, they were stranded due to heavy rain. That was the very first time they were able to communicate and had a little bonding. It was a very happy moment for Jian...but after that one whole night, he left...without even saying goodbye....Jian tried to chase him in the airport. She cried so hard while watching him saying goodbye to their workmates and then he noticed her. She wiped her tears and left.

After two years he came back and they met again. She's a different person now and he...same old same new...still he's careless about her. She acted as if she didn't see him and one time she over heard Gian's conversation with another man. Gian said negative things about her like she was a lesbian and there's no possibility for them to be together. It was pain. She was about to cry when Gian saw her. He chase him.

"Yun mga narinig mo, wala lang yun. I do not intend to insult you"

"Wala lang pala yun eh bakit ka nagpapaliwanag?"

"DAhil gusto ko."

"Bakit gusto mo?"

"Kasi...hindi ko alam..."

"Yan ang mahirap sa'yo...wala kang alam!"

"Bakit ikaw...ano bang alam mo at ganyan ka magsalita?!"

"Ako? Alam kong ayaw mo sa'ken...pero bakit kailangan ko pa marinig yun. Sabagay di mo naman sadya iparinig...kasalanan ko dahil narinig ko!"

"Oh yes...I hate you,,I really do...at naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil nagmahal ako ng tomboy na kagaya MO!!!"

silence

"oh bakit nanahimik ka? Eh di ba totoo naman? you are a LESBIAN!"

"...ganyan ka ba magsabi ng 'i love you', masakit?"

she left.

After several days, they met again.

"Im sorry."

"ok lang..."

silence

"Alam mo...ang totoo di ko alam kung ano bang dapat ko maramdaman nung dumating ka. Dapat ba ko magtatalon sa tuwa dahil sa wakas bumalik ka na ule o dapat ba ko malungkot dahil andyan ka nanaman at masasaktan nanaman ako. Malungkot aku habang andyan ka pero miserable aku nung umalis ka. At nung sinabi mong minahal mo ko, mas lalong gumulo utak ko. Mahal mo ko pero may PERO???Sana di mo na lang sinabi...mas masakit kasi noon nung iniisip ko na walang pag asa na mahalin mo ko eh kaysa ngayon na sinabi mong minahal mo nga ko pero galit ka sa sarili mo dahil dun..."

"H'wag ka umalis...Di ko na kaya..."

"Gian, tama na. Siguro magkita na lang uli tayo kapag maayos na ang lahat..."

They met agin after five years and everything became fine. HAPPY ENDING!

Wala Lang

Hindi ko alam ang gusto ko idiscuss ngayon...kung ano ang gusto ko sabihin o ishare sa madlang pips...Siguro maya maya,,,alam ko na,,,

eto na..

nakakatuwang isipin na totoong may Diyos at nangungusap sya sa'ten. May mga bagay na pinipigilan Niya ko gawin pero dahil matigas ang ulo ko, hindi ko yun palaging nasusunod...today muling gumawa ng paraan si Lord para iremind me tungkol sa mga bagay na para bang nalilimutan ko na...

One month na kong unemployed and I have attended several interviews already however i always fail and honestly, naiinis ako and dumadating ako palagi sa point na it feels like i find God very annoying. And i hate myself for having such a terrible feeling...Napaka selfish ko,,,napaka tanga ko...nalimutan ko na never gumawa si Lord ng something na ikasisira naten. So i typed here the things God made me realize today with the help of my friend Loid.

1. God is a perfect God. Oh yes! He is, at dahil perfect Siya, He doens't want us to be imperfect. May mga bagay na perfectly fit for us and He, as God, prepares that thing for us. Ayaw Niya ng basta meron lang...ang gusto Niya..THE BEST!

2. Do not wait, SEEK! H'wag tayong maging parang si Juan Tamad lang. H'wag tayo magabang ng grasya. Wala yung paa para lumapit sa'ten at wala yung kamay para hilahin tayo palapit sa kanya. If we want results, we have to act. Ang magsasaka ba may maaani kung di naman siya nagtanim?

3. Prayers are powerful so be careful. Hiniling mo to, hiniling mo yan...lahat na sige iyo na...anak ka ng Diyos eh! pero pag makuha mo na at magdulot ng something negative in your life, sisihin mo si God eh kung di ka isa't kalahating buang, ikaw ang humiling nun, pinagbigyan ka lang dahil mukang halimaw yang muka mo pag di mo nakuha gusto mo. tsk tsk

4. Minsan nakukuha mo ang isang bagay dahil God allowed you to have it. Minsan naman nakukuha mo yun kasi God really wants you to have it.

my friend, kung may bagay man na hindi binigay si Lord sa'ten, sana maisip naten na di talaga yun para sa'ten..that it would be so much better if we would just let God take charge. I believe that God talks to me through my friends. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil hindi man ganun kabait, katino, kastudious or kabonnga mga kaibigan ko, tinulungan nila ko mapalapit at mas makilala ang Diyos na dati minumura ko lang. Ang totoo pag may problema ka, mahirap maniwala..totoo yan. Naranasan ko na rin yan at sa t'wing masasaktan tayo mas lalong mahirap magtiwala pero sa Kanya pa rin eh...Kay Lord pa rin tayo p'wede tumakbo kasi Siya yung hindi nagtataboy sa mga taong gustong mapalapit sa Kanya. Yung arms Niya, kayang yakapin ang lahat ng taong nais rin yumakap sa Kanya. Siya lang yun eh.

Kapag may problema ko o mga bagay na hindi ko kayang sabihin sa iba, I talk to God. Sa Kanya ko umiiyak. Minsan kasi parang alone ako o kahit hindi, i just wanna be on my own pero di ko kaya eh...I run to Him.

Hindi tengang kawali ang Diyos. Naririnig Niya tayo. Magtiwala tayo.

Reaksyon Lamang!

May 4, 2011, Wednesday

FUEL CARD

Honestly and with all due respect to the authority...I beg to disagree that these fuel cards would help reduce the problems of drivers. Don’t they think that they do nothing to solve the problem?They are just giving a substitute, not a solution at all! How can a damn card help them for the next few years. It could not even last for a month, come on! Are they fooling the people??? Okay! The intention to help is there but what they’re doing is that they’re probably tolerate and make these poor drivers be dependent on the government.

The solution? First and foremost…Next time, choose a better leader. Do not choose a leader who knows nothing about damn governance. H’wag kasing papogi. Don’t let another “late-reaction-man” to rule over us once again. Okay?

Next, I advised the government to think of a better plan to help the people but first put this saying to their minds…”Don’t give someone a fish, instead teach them how to fish.” H’wag nyong gawing dependent ang tao masyado sa inyo dahil kapag ang tao nagdemand ule, sasabihin niyo abuso.

Lastly, eh kung binabawasan nyo kaya yung mga vehicles sa Pilipinas edi nabawasan din problema niyo?! The demand for gasoline is high but then the supply is not enough as what they’re always saying so we import tanks of gasoline from the international market. Let’s try to create equilibrium. Bawasan ang sasakyan…the demand would be lessen and the supply would be enough.

I know my ideas are quite impossible and unattainable. Many would react ‘harshly’ bout this but I’m just trying to express my opinion. I don’t give a damn to all those people who would criticize my points but before doing so, suggest something possible, attainable and worthy of my praise!

MERCEDITAS GUTIERREZ RESIGNED AS THE OMBUDSMAN, IMPEACHMENT TRIAL THROWN AWAY

Well, while everyone is demanding for Gutierrez’ impeachment trial especially to the Senate On-the-Job-Trainees, I have a different view once again. I think it’s better that they have just thrown away the idea of impeachment since Gutierrez has already resigned from her position. Actually, I am totally against the impeachment trial because for me it is just a waste of budget. Siguro may magtatanong sa’ken ng ganito…”Ayaw mo bang malaman ang katotohanan?” Oh damn! Sinong may ayaw malaman ang totoo? Siguro nga may mga taong walang pakelam sa katotohanan pero walang taong ayaw malaman ang totoo! Bakit? Ano bang katotohan na gusto nila malaman? Na nandaya at nagnakaw sa kaban ng bayan ang isang opisyal ng gobyerno? Utang na loob! Matagal ng isyu yan! Hindi pa ko sinisilang meron na yan eh. Alamin ang katotohanan? Eh isa lang aman ang gusto marinig ng taong bayan…SHE IS GUILTY! SHE ALWAYS HAVE…ALWAYS WILL… and this is what our beloved officials would try to prove. Tanungin ko nga kayo…bakit kailangan pang husgahan ang taong nahusgahan na? Sagutin niyo nga ako! Bakit ko pa gugustuhing makinig sa radio at manood ng tv habang nililitis ang isang taong kriminal na, hindi pa man convicted???

Para san ba kapag guilty nga sya. You’ll imprison her. A fully-airconditioned prison cell (suite???). Why not? She has served the country. Right? And then??? Think about this, impeachment trial, convict her, jail her, and once she gets sick, hospitalized her and once she die, after all those damn nice treatment, the government is to blame…Why not? She wouldn’t be sick if she wasn’t imprisoned…Right? Pasimplehin naten…Ikulong nyo siya, gastos nyo sya. Bakit? May government official na ba na nakulong sa Bilibid? WALA! Kung meron man…nakulong nga ba? Baka nagparty o nakipag friendship lang sa loob…H’wag nateng lokohin ang sarili naten…Yung perang ninakaw niya kung meron man, kulang pa yun panggastos sa kanya pag ikulong siya. Pera? Yun lang ba nasa isip ko? Makatipid ang gobyerno? Why not? Pangarap ko na magastos ng tama ang perang pinagpapaguran ng lahat ng tao. Pangarap ko na makinabang ang bulsa ng bawat mamamayan…Proper governance is like managing a business. Kung hindi mo kayang imanage ang business na to, better resign from your position.

This is Me

A Life without meaning is not life at all.

Every little thing within us functions just for us to remain alive and do our purpose. Every one has a purpose and maybe once your done doing yours, Lord God will give you another purpose in heaven. My physical world is filled with outlandish aims. I have always wanted to be 'different'. I wanted the spot light to be focused on me and it is simply because I want my special someone to see me but the problem is I am not worthy to be seen. Many guys fell for me because they saw my pictures in my social accounts but no one appreciated what's inside of me. They say that I am a funny person. I get that always but for me, I'm just as boring as I am. I have always been a trying hard moron. I preach what's this, what's that though I have not experienced much. I love telling what I want to do in life but I always fail doing those. My insecurities stop me. I love listening to other people's stories and I always pray for that someone who would listen to my stories the way I listened to others.

I am not looking for a very handsome guy. I don't believe in fairy tales but I love watching those. I am not princess-like. I am UGLY. I am not smart and I am not a good person that's why I have already admitted the truth that I would just be a spinster.

I don't believe in love or maybe I do but I don't believe that it can happen to me. There was only one guy who expressed his deep feelings for me. However, I can't be with him that time because I chose my friends over him. Yeah, I know it simply sucks and now the sucking truth, I'm looking for him. It is so pathetic to know that I befriended the main reason why I left him and it is more pathetic to know that I befriended his cousin so that I could ask for his contact details. I want to apologize for what had happened but I don't have the courage to do that. I believe that I need him for me to move forward. And now, his friend courted me but suddenly he stopped. Maybe he thought I am in love with him (I actually thought about it before but I hate to admit I did). I was hurt when I saw this 'friend' tagged his ex who was a very close friend of mine. I felt so uneasy but then reality hit me and I told myself....'wala na nga sigurong kayang magtagal sa ugali ko at sa pagmumuka ko...'

I always wish myself happiness. Right now there is a huge hole in my heart. I want to smile once again. An innocent smile because this is what I want to show when I die. I want to die fulfilled. I want to die helping others. I want to be a hero. I can't be superman because I can't fly and I'm afraid of heights. I simply want to be me.

Jinky's life is not worth remembering for now but someday...this blog would be appreciated by many...hope so...

Graduation Speech

“Life is a constant battle for survival. As we grow older, the rules change on daily basis. Our mission is not to escape, but to survive; not to deal with triumph, but to deal with failure; not to run away from fear but to master it. It takes courage to keep on fighting. So if you feel like rules have shifted one step higher, deal it with greater faith and never ever surrender.”—a text I received from a friend of mine last April 3, 6:51 pm.

For the past 16 years of my life, I spent my life staying inside a vast room they call classroom. My life is focused on how I could make my teachers praise me, my parents proud of me and my colleagues acknowledge me. I read a lot of books. I dig the pits of the internet for my research. I suffered extreme haggardness throughout this period only to find out that this is a mere practice...a preparation once I stepped out of this place they call classroom.

BELIEVE AND ACHIEVE-that’s the theme of our graduation. ‘This is not the end, this is just the beginning.’ They say that graduation opens a new phase of our lives. After graduation, we ought to face a life beyond what our teachers taught us about. Life is described by many as abysmal. Something that is filled with lunatic, egotistical, and hypocrite individuals but then we have to keep positive and attain our goals. Don’t give your everything in doing something instead do the right thing. Give up and let go if necessary. There are still a lot of options that await you. All you have to do is to put away what’s blocking your eyes from seeing those. Believe in the reality of your dreams. The secret of fulfilment in life is having your faith shaken but still having it…stronger and deeper.

Learn that life does not simply ends in death. Your life may continue as long as there are people who appreciate you. Without them, even if you still exist in this physical world, you’re as good as dead. It is never wrong to cry and to fall sometimes. You can cry all day but don’t be miserable. You can fall as many times as you go through life but don’t allow these falls to encumber you.

Success is not just about the luxuries you obtained. Success is learning to love who you are and what you have. Failure, on the other hand, is hating yourself.

It’s funny to think that it took me 16 years to realize all of the things that I mentioned here and to be honest, I do not know the things that await me now that I am leaving my student life. Will I be a student of post-graduate studies? Will I be a mentor this time? Will I just be an employee? Or will I be an innovator just like what my professor wants us to be? One thing is for sure, my teachers have taught me enough about math, science and history. My classmates have shared to me memories of happiness and despair. My experiences and others’ experiences have moulded me. I am Jinky and I am a believer and soon to be an achiever.

I believe life is what’s on your mind and for us to survive, we have to conquer things before it conquers us. We have to use our brain for it not to get rotten. Learning something old doesn’t mean being so outdated. As we grow older, our lives create a history and history is never obsolete.

Killua Zoldick and Haruno Sakura

i feel sad because of my freaking chicken pox that left MARKS on my face...(there are two huge blisters on my nose)....so i tried to focus myself on learning something...hmmmm...how to use the adobe photoshop cs3 extended...this is not the latest version actually but this is what i have in this computer so...that's it!(dunno what to say)

my subject in this artwork is killua and sakura as lovers. hmmm...in a facebook group where i belong, my character name is haruno sakura/hatake kakashi/namikaze minato. My partner is suppossed to be sasuke and i personally like sasuke for sakura but i do not like the sasuke of our group...aside from the fact that he's a child..hmmm..whatever...i just don't feel like playing as his lover so i have decided that i'll just get another character from my favorite anime who happened to be killua zoldick of hunterxhunter. Well, killua is like my childhood crush..haha so if i have to choose between sasuke and killua, i'll definitely choose killua. I really really like his character and of course his attitude. He's a loyal friend...very.

let's start. first i looked for killua's picture and so as sakura's. It's easy but my internet connection is kinda slow so it took me some time.

Killua Zoldick

i already cropped this pic to save some of my precious time

this is for my sakura pic...i have to erase sasuke

Using Adobe Photoshop Cs3 extended, i was able to erase sasuke and the background color. On killua, i have to erase the bird on his hand and then i drag sakura's pic after several resizing of her image on killua's window.

hmmmm...then i have to make the background color disappear but instead of erasing the background, i just used the quick selection tool and then drag it to another window.

this is the background that i'd be using. I did this after combining killua and sakura's picz...it's not good i know but it's better than nothing..hihi

and so they are together now but this time i have to work with the huge space left so after saving this, i opened my microsoft office powerpoint and type their names.

and then that's it. i'm done finally...it took me more than an hour..i think..haha..i'm so slow...

Now i have a sakura plus killua picture, Hooray! this is a dream come true! haha

A Mentor's Lesson

MGA PAALALA NG PROPESOR:

1) “Mahirap magtrabaho. Mahirap kumita ng pera. AS IN. Mahirap mag-apply. Andami niyong kalaban... makita lang yung pangalan ng school niyo ise-set aside na ang papel mo…Kaya pag nakahanap ka ng trabaho, MAHALIN MO NG BUONG PUSO AT KALULUWA. Kasi baka hindi ka na makahanap uli, good luck na naman sa’yo.”

2) “…kung mag-kakaanak man kayo MAHALIN NIYO. Wag niyong iiwan. Wag niyong pababayaan. Tatandaan niyo, ang magulang maaring makapili ng anak pero ang anak hindi maaring pumili ng magulang. Walang magmamahal ng matalik dun kundi kayo. Kung ayaw niyo sa anak niyo di mag-anak kayo ng iba hannga’t makakuha kayo ng perpektong hugis. Pero yung mga bata hindi makakpili ng magulang. Kaya maawa kayo sa mga bata…Wag niyo silang bibigyan ng mahabang pangalan. Dapat UNIQUE at MADALING TANDAAN. Wag yung tapos na yung exam nagsusulat palang sila ng pangalan...”

3) “Respeto sa matatanda. Wag na wag yan mawawala...kahit mga pulubi, kahit mga nagbabasura…kasi walang nagbibigay sa kanila ng ganun. Walang nagbebless sa kanila. Ano ba naman yung magbless ka sa kanila bago sila mamatay. +knock,knock+ malaking kaligayahan na sa kanila yung ganun…dahil darating din ang panahon na TATANDA RIN KAYO.”

4) “SA LAHAT NG GAGAWIN NIYO, IBIGAY NIYO ANG BEST. Kahit sa pag-tae niyo. Magcoconcentrate kayo. Kaya ang tagal-tagal niyo sa banyo hindi kayo nagcoconcentrate... Damhin niyo ang tunog ng pag-tama ng tae sa tubig +plok+ at ang pagtalsik ng tubig sa puwet.”

5) “Kapag kumakain kayo, namnamin niyo ang pagkain…tignan niyo yung mga pranses. Hindi sila tumataba. Kasi ninamnam nila ang pagkain…”

6) “Wag niyo kalilimutan mag-sabi sa magulang niyo ng I LOVE YOU. Kung may galit kayo sa magulang niyo, kalimutan niyo na galit niyo na. isa lang ang magulang niyo…habang buhay pa mahalin niyo.”

7) “kung bading ka wag ka magdadamit babae at kung tomboy ka wag ka magdadamit lalaki dahil MASAGWA…Respetuhin mo yung damit…Para igalang ka ng mga taong nakapaligid sayo. ”

8) “Kapag meron kang kaibigan, MAHALIN MO HIGIT PA SA TUNAY MONG KAPATID. Dahil mahirap makakita ng tunay na dadamay sayo sa lungkot at saya…wag mong ipagpapalit ang BESTFRIEND mo sa JOWA mo. Pero jackpot ka pag yung bestfriend mo jowa mo.”

9) “Wag maghihiganti. Maniwala kayo sa karma. Anong magagwa niyo? Halimbawa patirin mo, di tapos na yung paghihiganti mo, mas malala pa ang balik sayo. Hayaan mo ang karma o ang panginoon ang siyang gumanti para sa’yo…Tiyak yun, BONGGA.”

10) “Magsimba paminsan-minsan…kung hindi mo trip ang pari…sa krus ka na lang tumingin. Marami kang marerealize.”

11) “Ano bang masamang mahalin ang kapwa gender? LOVE GOES BEYOND GENDER. Bakit ang sabi naman sa bible, ‘mahalin mo ang kapwa mo’ wala naming sinabing ‘mahalin mo ang kapwa mo na babae lang’ o kaya ‘lalaki lang’. yun nga lang masagwa. Pero wag niyo kakalimutang TAO rin sila.”

12) “Maging loyal kayo sa minamahal niyo. Dapat isa lang. Mahalin mo siya ng buo…para makusensya syang iwan ka.”

13) “wag kayo magaa-outing bago nagraduation. Hintayin niyo muna matapos ang graduation bago kayo magsaya, kasi totoo. May mangyayaring masama…”

14) “Manuod kayo ng ANIME. Mas marami kayong matutunan dun kesa sa mga tao...”

15) “Ang edukasyon ay hindi natatapos sa paaralan. Dahil ang mundo ay mas malaking paaralan. Mas marami kayong matututunan paglabas niyo. Makakasalamuha niyo lahat ng klase ng tao. May mapanlamang, mapanlinlang…”

16) “kung may pangarap kayo, abutin niyo. Pero hindi ko ipapayo sa inyo na gawin niyo lahat dahil masama yun. Kung hindi mo naabot ayos lang. tatandaan niyo, ang kaligayahan ay hindi sa pagkamit ng tagumpay kundi ang natatamo mo sa araw-araw mong buhay…”

17) “Mahalin niyo si Manny Pacquiao. Simbolo siya ng Pilipinas. Siya ang kauna-unahang boksingerong nakatungtong sa white house. Siya lang ang nakakapagpatigil ng trapiko Kapag laban niya. Pati yung crime rates wala, as in zero (0). ”

18) Mahalin natin ang bansa natin. Dahil kapag hindi minahal ng Pilipino ang bansa natin wala nang ibang magmamahal dito. Hindi to mamahalin ng mga amerikano dahil may sariling silang bansa. Kung hindi niyo mamahalin ang Pilipinas wala nang ibang magmamahal dito.

19) “Mahalin niyo lang ang Diyos, ang bayan, at inyong bayan, mabubuhay kayo ng masagana.”

--tanda ku p rin ung una ku natutunan kay sir jorico...ung traffic jam,,haha..kakatuwang isipin dahil nakarating aku nun ng college na di ku alam ang meaning nun. Mainit nun ang room naten. Andun kasi kame sa room 2020...pero ayos lang...sa t'wing sya yung prof...naeexcite aku at natatakot..natatakot aku n tawagin sa recitation at walang maisagot..pero...ayos lang kahit mapahiya aku..alam ku aman na di aku ngaral so i deserved it.

-tanda ku p...tuwing exam namen,,,hilig nya magpatawa...naddistract aku s mga jokes nya...

"anu toh?"

-baril

"eh anu toh?"

-kutsilyo

"baril...iba ln an hawakan, eh anu to (mukang pana)"

-hmmmm

"baril p din iba ln uli handle..."

-hahaha

-sya ln ung nagtuturo ng batas na may kasamang "lalalala"...may sound effects...nkakatuwa...si sir yung pumrotekta smen...tumulong...kung hindi dahil skanya...hindi ku lam kun anung kinabukasan ang haharapin namen...sya lang yung nkapansin s block namen at sinabing..."kahit bobo kayo..at least nagsisikap kayo",haha...hindi ko alam pero kahit ilang beses nya kme laitin, murahin etc...hindi ku magawang magalit o mainis...siguro kasi...ewan ku...di ko talaga alam...

madali syang kausap lalo na pag usapang estudyante. Mabait, matalino at nirerespeto...bakit hindi???

nagsilbi syang inspirasyon lalo na nung sinabi nyang..."kapag gumaraduate kayo on-time, aabangan ko kayo sa baba ng stage at kakamayan...lahat din ng gagraduate on-time..bibigyan ko ng isang libo!"

bkit hindi ku gugustuhin gumaraduate on time? haha...

kahit hirap aku sa thesis ku,,ipaglalaban ku un at sigurado ku lahat kame gnun ang nararamdaman...

GAGRADUATE AKO! dhil hindi ku sasayangin ang pagtitiwalang binigay ng mga prof xken..at dahil SAYANG ANG ISANG LIBO! haha

Crazy Little Thing Called LOVE-a thai movie

yOh! hi there, i'm back and i just watched a movie entitled Crazy little Thing Called Love, a thai movie about a girl named Nam (Pimchanok Lerwisetpibol) who was so in love with her M4 Seniour, Shone (Mario Maurer). It was a actually a struggle of an ugly girl to get his love interest who happened to be a campus crush.

At first she was afraid to tell her friends about it for she was afraid that they would tease her but then friends were not numb enough not to feel that and so they found out and helped her. They all relied on a book about the nine methods on how to make your senior fall for you. They did the Greek style, Mayan style and whatsoever.

But then it felt like those were all non sense. He never say anything romantic on her, NEVER!...so Nam was so disappointed with her self. However she did not give up. She did all things that could improve her looks and over all personality. She became Snow White and a Drum leader. When she became a Drum leader that was the start of the another chapter of her life. Many guys noticed her and gave her gifts during valentine's day but the one person he wanted to be with, was not around...Then suddenly he came with a white rose.

very romantic but oopps! according to him this was from his friend who likes her

Very painful...wOoooow...Then one time, Nam's friend, Top confessed his feelings for Nam and eventually they became couples. They go out together with Shone and their friends.

Top's cute and sweet but then he's not the one she loves

It was hard for Nam especially when she heard the story of Top and Shone who both promised not to fall in love with the same girl ever again. She was hurt so that night she decided to break up with Top.

Another promise was done by Shone for Top--that he would not "hit on Nam". Then days passed and another sem ended and started. Nam finally had the courage to confess her feelings for Shone. She gave him a white rose and then confessed her feelings. She said that she loved him from the very beginning..only to have her heart broken. He and Pin were couples already. It was such an extremely painful moment...She got lost. She fell on the swimming pool and then she cried as if there would be no tomorrow.

On his home, Shone found out that he was at last, part of a foot ball team while Nam was still crying. Then he found out that he's gonna leave that night. He looked for his scrapbook and flipped its pages. It was all about Nam. There he wrote all the things that he wanted to tell her but he simply couldn't. He put there the stolen shots of Nam....After reminiscing the pain of losing her, he left the scrapbook in front of Nam's house

It was so sweet of him to keep it but it was so coward of him not to let her know

Nine years had passed and she was no longer the ugly girl she used to be. On a variety show, she was invited for an interview and suddenly she was asked about her past. The scrap book was given to her by the host and then she remembered a past love. Suddenly, he came with a rose. He told her that the button she was keeping all her life was not his' and in return she asked him if he's already married...and he said...

"I...I have been waiting for someone from the U.S"

The feeling of being in love for me is such a wonderful feeling. Whether the one you love, loves you too or not, still it's wonderful. It's like magic.

The story is a collection of love stories...

a commoner who likes a hot guy

a girl who's secretly in love with some one

a guy who couldn't court his love interest for his best friend likes her too

a girl who change her self for a certain man

a man who keeps on hurting his love

The tag line of this movie is "Everyone's love story". Yes i think, it is. When you like someone, you keep the things he gives to you. I did it before! I kept my crush's letter for me though it's just a friendly letter. I used to listen on the song I used to hear whenever I'm with him. It's kinda corny and it draws a smile on my face whenever I remember those things.

I go to school not because I wanted to study but because I wanted to see him. I wanted to sit beside him and have a little chat. I am so concerned about him and every little thing he does, it makes my heart jump...

however..like Nam, i'm just an ugly girl who watched him from a distance so after a few moments of laughter, I was brought to hell of rejection and sadness.

Nam did not stop...I did. Actually, I do not believe that this could have a happy ending in real life. A handsome man would fall in love with an awkward face girl???oh c'mon...Maybe he would once she's beautiful already but with an ugly girl???He would find her cute but he wouldn't fall for her.

Trust me!

...This could happen but you would just be put in an emotional roller coaster before you realized he's in love with you...

"wag kang paasa boi! If you like her, come and tell her. Wag kang magpakita ng kahit na gatiting na sweetness sa isang tao kung bigla ka din bibitiw...Dahil yung gatiting na yun...libong sakit ang kaya nung idulot..."

THE LAST SOUL

this is a story i wrote for my world literature class..enjoy reading.stop sinning!

THE LAST SOUL

Once upon a time there were eight souls gathered around the waiting area of Boss Pete’s office. They say that his office was the examination area and all souls before entering heaven or maybe hell passed this way. For those who fail, they were thrown into the pit of hell and for those who passed they would be given a golden ticket for an airplane going to the most beautiful palace of eternity and for those who were still in a conditional state, they were given a chance to choose between two paths. The long path contains too much hardships and trials. It includes 700 pushups and sit-ups every day in 70 years but when you’re done, you will be able to have a first class ticket from Heaven Airlines while the short path contains fewer struggles. It includes a tricky test. If you answered it correctly, you will be immediately sent to heaven but when you got a wrong answer, you would be beaten by men in red and send to Hell. These things were actually the topic of the eight souls who were waiting for their names to be called. Finally the first one stood up. His crime, he was a pedophile. Boss Pete’s secretary Ross the Rooster called the second one. His crime, he was an assassin who killed for the sake of pleasure. The next one was called, an atheist. The next one was a politician who annihilated a huge clan. Then a murderer who killed out of anger. The next one was a careless man who ran away from the battle field and left his comrades just to save his self. Then the second to the last man was called. The last man had not seen him walk out of the office.

The last one was called.

“Let me check your visa. Hmmm...VISA DENIED!”

“Why? Tell me! What have I done?”

“You glutton. You did nothing but eat, eat and eat so why should I send you to heaven???!”

“What’s wrong with that??? I just want myself to be healthy! Our bodies are our holy temple. We need to take care of it!”

“How dare you say that?! You are a fat ass who died due to high blood! Your heart was covered with fats that made it hard for you to breathe! You do not deserve to be in the kingdom of God.”

“Why not? I just fulfilled God’s desire for us. He wanted us to live abundantly, right? So I did! I ate all the foods I love while I was still alive.”

Boss Pete breathed deeply and said, “I’ll let you take a glance on your former world once again.”

A large LCD screen suddenly appeared before him. He saw people doing fasting, and others praying. Some people share their food with strangers. Some are eating…eating a small portion of bread.

“Now, let me ask you…what did you do on earth within the 32 years of your existence?”

Silence reigned and a different scene was played. It showed an obese man eating luxurious meals in a fancy restaurant with his comrades. They were all laughing together and eating as if there would be no tomorrow for them. When the fat man left the restaurant he ordered another meal and took it out. A little boy approached him and asked for some food but the man acted as if he did not notice the poor little boy but the boy followed the man and asked for his pity and this time the fat man pushed the boy causing him to fell on the ground. Then Boss Pete said, “Intelligent control of the stomach is the gate to all virtues. Restrain the stomach, and you will be able to enter the Eternal Kingdom. But if you indulge your stomach, you will hurl yourself over the precipice of bodily impurity, into the fire of wrath and vehemence, you will coarsen and darken your mind, and in this way you will ruin your powers of attention and self-control, your moderation and vigilance and all other virtues will be washed away.

You’re right. God wants us to live abundantly. In fact, God has blessed us by filling the earth with foods that are appetizing, nutritious, and delightful but you forgot something, we should honor God's creation by enjoying these foods and by eating them in appropriate quantities. God calls us to control our appetites, rather than allowing them to control us.”

Then Boss Pete called out for Len the Hen and asked her to bring the men in red in his office. The men in red held the man’s arms and the man begun to panic.

“Oh please give me a second chance. I am not aware of my sin!”

“It’s too late. There are no second chances at this point. 32 years is more than enough for you to take your chances but sad to say…you neglected those chances. It’s time for you to face the consequences of your action.”

“Wait! One last thing!”

“What?”

“What happened to the man who entered here before me? I haven’t seen him leaving this place…”

“Oh that man, he was given a free ticket courtesy of Heaven Airlines.”

“What???But he was a convicted murderer and rapist???!”

“He repented…”

The man was brought to the underground railway. There he would wait for the fastest train to come and this train does not stop. The man has to run to enable him to ride. He saw the train finally. He ran as fast as he could but because he was too heavy he couldn’t catch up with the speed of the train. Now, all he could do was to walk up to the gates of Hell for if he would not do this, night would come. Legends say that the temperature gets hotter and hotter as night comes and demons are wandering around and play with your pitiful soul.

After a long journey, he saw the gates of Hell. It was open for everyone and as the sinful souls enter, they were given a box. He opened the box. He thought it was a box of delicious foods. Indeed it was. It was the most delicious food in Hell— live rats, toads and snakes. From that they on…he was forced to eat those and if he wouldn’t he would be beaten a thousand times and even how many times he was beaten, he couldn’t die because he’s already dead. When he was tired he imagined what heaven looks like. When he closed his eyes, he saw angels and good souls laughing together and as his thoughts wandered around in this kind of kingdom, he saw a very familiar image and told himself…” That must be the righteous kid I pushed away from me.”

THE END