A BORN LEADER

"Find a Number

Date of Birth: 11/16/1990

The Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.

One is the number of new beginnings, action and leadership. Wherever a 1 appears in a person's chart, you can expect change in that area, and the bearer of the 1 will most likely lead the charge towards initiating that change. They are pioneers, ever-ready to light up the dark.

Having a 1 Life Path makes you a born leader. You are committed to your goals and strive achieve them. You enjoy living in the limelight and seek attention and praise. You must avoid becoming too aggressive and conceited when dealing with others.

Positive Traits

Individualism, Leadership, Boldness, Courage, Creativity, Determined, Ambitious, Pioneering.

Negative Traits

Egocentric, Overbearing, Repressive, Indolent, Weak.

Associations

Tarot: The Magician
Astrology: Sun, Aries, Mars, Mercury, Uranus
Rune: Ansuz
I Ching: #1 Ch'ien
Tree of Life: Kether, Crown
Hebrew Letter: Aleph, Yod
Shamanism: Monkey, Unicorn
Element: Fire/Sun
Alchemy: Gold
Aura: All colors
Colors: Red,
Gemstone: Ruby
Crystals: Garnet, Pyrite
Months: January, October
Week Day: Sunday
Numbers: 10, 19, 28, 37, 46, 55, 64, 73, 82, 91, 100
Flowers: Azalea, Iris, Lilac"


---this is the result of my numerology...well.. i know nothing about gemstones or whatsoever written above...all i know is that everytime i take a personality test, the result is always..."you are a born leader"...well, i can't feel it...I used to be an officer in our organization and i am always the leader in group reports and group projects...but i don't think i am worthy of being their "leader"...am i really a LEADER?


...i dunno, i'm WEAK..

PERSONALITY TEST

Last decade (hehe), I answered a personality quiz in facebook and below is the answer to my...how should i describe this?...terrific?nonsense?JOKETIME?whatever...I don't know if you'll agree with this...

"You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...:
You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.:
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”:
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!:
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.:
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you

your Name Numerology is 6 which mean you are a HOMEMAKER, will nurture and support, will create lavish environments.
Friendly Numbers: 4, 5, 8
Enemy Numbers: 1, 2
Day: Friday
Color: Silver
Gem: Diamond
Metal: Silver
Body Chemistry: Mucus (Kappha)
Karmic Lesson: Discipline
Best Suited Professions: Health care, alchemists, art critics, journalists
Compatible numbers for Business: 3, 6, 9
- Marriage: 3, 6, 9
- Romance: 1, 2, 5, 6, 8, 9

---hmm...I love being alone. Sleeping is my most beloved habit. I hate speaking a lot when it's not necessary for me...I can understand whatever you want me to understand but i cannot promise that I'll always be patient...All people have their own limitations...I've never been in a relationship so I don't really know what love is...(oh!please don't get me wrong,I'm not using that as an excuse...I know that not being in a relationship doesn't mean you've never been in love...but in my case,well...)...I'm open to all possibilities...I love action movies especially those that are somehow related to history...I'm not fond of horror movies...I am a weak person but..I don't wanna show this to everyone...I may be weak but i am not the weakest...

a Brand New...END

When I first discovered that i got friends, it was a very comfortable feeling. I used to be a very dull person...careless about everything around me...feeling happy being alone and contented doing nothing when i got problems...that's who i am BEFORE..

but now...

I feel like i'm going back to that kind of life. A life full of...EMPTINESS.
I stayed away from them...MY FRIENDS.
I brought myself BACK...

maybe i just got tired...AGAIN...
of being someone i am not...
maybe i just want to know if this is really what i want...
,,,coz honestly im confused..
think i need a little more time,,,FOR MYSELF
to think about what i want..
to unwind...
to erase the pressure and burdens within me...
i'm happy with them but i simply don't know...what's MISSING...