Tarot Reading

I visited the Astrology.com and then had a tarot reading....The Tarot card said....

The Looking Back position reveals past experience, challenge, or issues that may have an influence on current perspective or level of intimacy.

The King of Wands (reversed) in this position suggests that your love life may have become dull, unoriginal, or uninspired, or your relationship devoid of passionate expression or commitment, but not necessarily of love, and a midlife crisis or selfish pursuits might have led to infidelity or an excess of indiscretion. None of this needed to be, however, for it could have been that injury, illness, depression, sexual dysfunction, or a lack of direction was the culprit that led to such acting out or instability.

The stress or burden of having gone in so many different directions, trying to keep up, or with others relying on his support, motivation, style, or morale could have become debilitating or even patronizing, and there was a chance that with his creativity stifled, his power disrespected, or his liberty restricted, the energy of this King could simply have become unplugged from the relationship altogether. Rather than being a prime example or paragon of a virile, productive, dominant "man's man," this King could have come to be a "poser," appearing scattered, compulsive, suspicious, nostalgic, or disorganized; a "one hit wonder" turning a blind eye or deaf ear to the truth, or using what was left of his charisma or charm to his own ends or to salvage his dignity.

With interference to his routine or ritual, or with his honor, reputation, or position at stake he might have attempted to relive the glory days or prove he's still got "it" through indiscriminate, abusive, unprotected, or self-destructive thrill seeking crusades of sex, drugs, or rock n' roll, lashing out, or other examples of "living dangerously" (or its counterpart of self-righteous abstinence, denial, or excuses) that kept him on the move. The bottom line however, might have been a bruised ego, performance anxiety, or a deflated sense of sexual prowess, desirability, or purpose, particularly if there were issues with follow through, procedure, or control.

As a visionary influence, he was encouraged by visible results, pats on the back, or the feverish, passionate frenzy he incited in others, but without these, or without his props, gadgets, instruments, tools, or toys, he could have had difficulty reigning in his restlessness or intolerance. He might have felt censored, abandoned, embarrassed, old-fashioned, or trapped, or without an audience, home or fan base to give him value, or to revive and renew his energy and confidence.

Ultimately, this influence simply may not have been able to rise to the occasion, challenge, or competition, or keep up with the changing rules in the game of love, and how he got through this could have been dependent on the way you responded or reacted, or your willingness to have found an alternate approach.

CARD NO. 2

The Self Portrait position offers a look at inner strengths, hindrances, interests, experience, or self awareness that may affect results, your romantic status, or that may stem from your prior history.

The Seven of Chalices in this position suggests that you may have come to a place in your life where you are asking yourself what it is you really want out of your life or relationships. Something has caused you to reflect on where you have been headed, and whether or not it really has meaning or value for you. It could be that you are realizing that your dreams are right at your fingertips and are yours for the taking once you can identify then claim what it is you really want. Choices abound, and may, at times cause you to feel overwhelmed by your options. Temptation may be around every corner, and you may feel enthusiasm to take on every challenge or every cause, but you are being reminded that these life choices have been yours for the claiming at all times. There is no need to rush. Relax, get yourself grounded, and think carefully about where you want to place your focus and energy, for what you Will can be yours.

CARD NO.3

The Where Am I Now? position reveals possible developments, situations, difficulties, or challenges that you may be encountering in your relationship or love life, along with practical suggestions for getting the most out of this current phase or experience.

The Strength (reversed) in this position suggests that issues with self-respect, control, anxiety or an inability to accept yourself could cause you to be inflexible or impatient with others. You may resort to force, manipulation, threats, nagging or impulsive confrontations. But if you could bite your tongue for a moment, you might be able to see the big picture or be receptive to a solution.

---let's just say it's quite real

Vedic Relationship Guide

· November 16, 1990

· 05:50 AM

· Manila, Philippines

Your Attitude to Relationships as Shaped by Your Birth Star or Nakshatra Swati

Swati is the fifteenth Nakshatra and is ruled by the north node, Rahu. It resides in the sign of Libra and its Western star name is Arcturus.

You have an extreme need to maintain harmony and balance in relationships and you avoid conflict and struggles at all costs. You may also avoid taking a stand because of your fear of confrontation and subsequent failures of relationships. Normally, once you find something in common with someone, you stay close for some time. However, your relationships normally lack depth and can't withstand turbulent phases. Even though your relationships may appear to be working fine from the outside, these may lack passion and intensity. You avoid thinking about the problems in a relationship, as you are always worried about the negative consequences of bringing things up.

You have a long-term perspective on building relationships. You like to plan and move slowly, but steadily. You do not mind making small sacrifices, even if the immediate rewards remain uncertain. However, many times such relationships may not move forward because of the lack of consistent nurturing. It is difficult for you to seize on the rewarding relationships, as your efforts remain scattered across many possible choices.

You love the social interaction and are known for your charm and grace. You are a born diplomat and you know how to go around the difficult issues without getting too involved. You are also known as a peacemaker and have the uncanny ability to help conflicted people see each other points of views and resolve the disputes. You can go to any length to fit into prevalent social and cultural structures. You are a conformist in every manner of social expectation. You will go to any length to maintain such an exterior even at the cost of your instincts and authentic self-expression. Profound social networking is very often the cause of your rapid business success. Your yearn to constantly improve your financial status at all costs, which can cause the deterioration of beautiful relationships in the process.

Once you are in a relationship, you make an immense efforts to please. You believe in going with the flow and are very polite in expressing your contradictory views. It is very rare for you to have confrontation, so your relationships move ahead slowly, over time. You have an urge to learn and to create value for those you are in relationship with. Normally, you are quite happy to see those you care for do well, and receive the rewards they deserve.

However, you need to be aware of the dangers of indulging in worthless and self-destructive relationships. You can learn to manipulate or get manipulated in your urge for reckless materialistic growth. You need to look for the people whose presence can help you foster and grow your talents. You should also work on cultivating a higher self-esteem and creating a stronger sense of identity.

---maybe, it's right...im slow,,,"SLOWLY BUT SURELY" is not applicable in my style...im just plainly SLOW...nothing's next...ha-ha.I still believe in true love...eeeewww its kinda corny and very old fashioned but yes i admit...i still believe in it but at the same time, i believe that it's not for me. he-he,,,

---oh m'n..let's just stop talking about true love,,,it feels awkward...

he VERSUS she

SECTION I: How she Relates to Other People Mercury Opposition Mars with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees Since you tend to be rather irritable and sharp-tongued at times you require a partner with a sense of humor who is not too thin-skinned. You are bright, curious and restless and enjoy the company of those who are equally high-spirited and enterprising. Venus SemiSquare Neptune with an orb of less than 1 degree Love for you is often a "divine discontent". You are so romantic and idealistic it is difficult for any mortal person to sustain your interest without disappointing you. Your need to idealize loved ones may make you susceptible to illusion. Sun Conjunct Venus with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees Most people like you. You form relationships easily but may have some difficulty sustaining them. You tend to project your own ego ideals onto your partner, sometimes at the expense of relating to their needs. For you, admiration is a prerequisite for love. Sun Sextile Saturn with an orb between 1 and 5 degrees You are serious, responsible, well-organized and protective. You take care of the people to whom you are close and see to it that their practical needs are attended to. For you a relationship is successful when it falls into a comfortable, pleasant routine. SECTION II: How he Relates to Other People Mercury Square Uranus with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees Brilliant and original as you are, you can also be difficult and unpredictable. Close ties may complain they never know when you are going to show up or what you're planning next. You are easily bored and love people who can both stimulate and surprise you. Mercury Square Neptune with an orb between 1 and 3 degrees Your imagination is so powerful that, if you don't have a strong creative or spiritual outlet, you may at times be over-influenced by your own fantasies or those of others. Beware of gullibility. In the long run, telling the truth is in your best interest. Sun Square Jupiter with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees Sometimes you suffer from an excess of enthusiasm and plunge into relationships and projects without seriously considering beforehand the viability of the situation. You are kind, honest and good-humored. Sometimes you're also a show-off or a know-it-all. Sun Square Uranus with an orb between 3 and 5 degrees You are restless and independent and, no matter how close you become to someone, you always remain your own person and there is a part of yourself you cannot share. You are uncompromisingly true to your convictions which must be shared by those close to you. Mercury Sextile Mars with an orb between 1 and 5 degrees Your sense of humor is one of your outstanding qualities. It usually manifests as a rather wry wit. Anyone you're close to must share this sense of irony. You probably have a special talent or an absorbing interest. Your closest ties are likewise involved. ....another thing... his Sun Square her Uranus: When the two of you get together, you make a lot of noise, and there is lots of excitement. There is a strong element of unpredictability and spontanaeity as well and you enjoy improvising new ideas and playing together. Because there is a loose, spontaneous quality to your relationship, you find that very often you can not depend on each other and it is difficult for the two of you to focus on mundane, tedious, or onerous tasks together. This is a good relationship for exploring new possibilities and interests and for spurring each other to become more spontaneous, independent, and creative, but a difficult relationship if dependability and commitment to each other is a high priority. his Sun Trine her Mercury: The mental rapport that you two share is a big reason why you enjoy each other's company and are good friends. Communication is open and harmonious. You work together very well on practical affairs, daily chores, problem-solving, and business activities. her Sun Sextile his Saturn: If the two of you depend on each other to accomplish practical tasks and be responsible, mature, and dependable to each other (such as in a business relationship or employer-employee relationship), then you will find that this aspect of your relationship is excellent. You can trust each other to get the job done and focus on the essential tasks. You have good attention to detail and your are able to focus on the most important issues when you work together. There is a strong sense of mutual commitment and dedication to each other. ...well..just asking