HOTversusCOLD

TANONG

Napapagod na ko sa pagdurusa

Nais ko ng tumigil sa pagluha

Paano nga ba ang lumimot ng kusa?

Sa sarili ko ako’y nayayamot

Sa t’wing naiisip ko sya, ako’y binubugnot

Ganito ba talaga yun kasalimuot?

Laman ka ng pahayagan

Dahil sa iyong katanyagan

Bakit nga ba kita pinahahalagahan?

Habang ang akin mata’y namumungay

Sila sa’yo ay nagpupugay

Ano ka ba talaga sa’king buhay?

Sa t’wing ikaw ay tinititigan

Libong daing ang aking pinapasan

Bakit ako kailanagang masaktan?

Dugo sa aking puso’y parang sumisirit

Sa twing pangalan mo ay nababanggit

Pa’no ba kita masusungkit?

Ako sa’yo ay may pagtangi

Ngunit palagi ko itong itinatanggi

May paraan ba para ito’y aking maisantabi?

--this is what i'm feeling not just now but always...

I used a final fantasy picture and my own pic to express my thoughts...Years ago, there was a child who knew nothing but her studies...She went in and out of school just to study and sometimes, to converse with her friends but as always, things needed to change. Suddenly she woke up and realized that there's something different within her. She didn't know if it was wrong or not.

Then the girl grew up. Nothing had changed. The feeling was still in her heart. She could not stop it nor escape from it. It was eating her. She could not ask for help though how much she wanted. All she could do was to cry...alone...

that girl was ME.