Tada, Kimi Wo Aishiteru

I just watched another movie that made my tears flow like a river..."Tada, Kimi Wo Aishiteru" (Just loving you/ Heavenly Forest). Makoto Segawa was fond of photography. Because of this, his friend, Shizuru engaged herself to photography as well. Shizuru had been very vocal about how she feels for Makoto but she was not Makoto's type. The apple of the eye of Makoto was the beautiful Miyuki. It was so painful for Shizuru but then she tried to make it ok. She told Makoto that she wants her love to make his love fall for him. In other words, she wanted Makoto to be happy with the one he loves. Another event took place. Shizuru's brother died and she ran away from home. Makoto offerred his house for her to stay. They became closer. One event led to another. One night, Shizuru asked for a birthday present from Makoto. She asked Makoto to kiss her as a birthday present. The next day, they went to the forest where they usually took pictures. They kissed and that day was the last day he saw her. That day he realized that he was in love with her.

Two years had passed. Makoto suddenly received a letter from Satonaka Shizuru inviting him to her first photo exhibit in New York. He went all the way from Japan to America. There, Miyuki met her. She said that Shizuru was in L.A for work and he believed in it. The next night, he found out that he would never ever see her again. She was sick. A very rare disease. The person who got this dies when he or she falls in love. She fell in love with him. She didn't want him to know about her disease. She wanted to mature for him and sadly...such thing killed her. She wrote many letters for him because she wanted to live inside Segawa even if she was already physically dead.

You hold happiness for another person in your hands. Somewhere in this world, a girl is waiting to receive that happiness so you have to make sure that girl gets the happiness you hold.-Miyuki

Farewell always arrive before the realization of our feelings but still everyone always tell me with a smile: “Goodbye, see you again.” -Shizuru

I hate boys who makes a girl happy then suddenly spoil the moment and then worse, send them to emotional hell. I hate people who pretend to be numb, deaf or whatsoever. I hate guys who send one away and then chase her, welcome her as if nothing happened...I hate guys like Makoto.

If you like him or her...just say it...if you can't then show it.

If you don't like her, do the same thing!

It's hard but it's harder for her coz you're bringing her into an emotional roller coaster!