Stuff Toy with the song Invisible (Taylor Swift)

oh!this is the video Im referring to in my previous post...Its in Filipino so its kinda exclusive for those who can understand and speak Filipino....as of now, Im the only one who watches it...haha

Stuff Toy-"Invisible" by Taylor Swift

hi there! (though no one's reading this aside from me...still wanna greet...=))

hmmm...i'm thinking about what to write today.There are too many thoughts inside my mind and I find it hard to process those crazy thoughts but then I chose to write a happy story for this hour...only for this hour..haha...it's called as PROJECT JINX...

PROJECT JINX is my project.haha...whatta short description???!!Seriously, I want it to become the label or title of all the stories concerning my hobbies (exclude watching movies please...). Last week, I started to make my own video. Its not a "grandiose" video. Actually, its just a video message dedicated to no one in particular....but i do admit that that video contains the words, which eventually became a sentence and then a paragraph that described whatz up with me during the video making. I decided to dedicate my free time in making those videos to bring happiness and if possible, contentment in my life.

I cannot say I'm okay now. Before, I thought...if I dare say I'm okay, everything would be okay as well but then I was wrong. Hmmm,,let's just put it this way. I chose to move on and save the other drops of tears from falling but it didn't mean that I stopped caring. I still care but then I knew where to place myself. It's loud and clear. Clear enough for a slow learner like me to understand. =)

Anyway, please watch out for my next video. I'm working on two projects now. The first one is the "Letter to Peter" and the other one is the "Miss You Like Crazy-Tae Kyung and Mi Nam/Nyu version".

Goodbye by Jang Geun Suk

You're Beautiful OST Lyrics

What should I do? I am just watching you
I can’t even say a short farewell
You hold on to my cold hands
But now I have to send you away
What should I do? You are going far away
My heart is filling with tears
Even though I try my best to hide it, I can’t
This heart I couldn’t catch, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
Gathering all my sad tears, good bye
There was nothing I’ve done for you
Sadly, only scars are left
The person who encompassed my changed heart
Now I have to send you away, what should I do?
Don’t forget the memories we loved
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
If the tears fall because it is so painful to endure
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
My love that I can’t reach, now I have to send you away
The only person that can make me laugh is you
Even if love is so deep and the heart hurts so much
Don’t forget the happy memories we shared
Even if you find another person that makes you smile
Even the painful farewell, I am glad that it was you
The thing that I could do with all my sad tears, good bye

LYRICS IN ROMI KOREAN

Eoddeokajyo baraman boneyo
JJareun insa jocha geonnaelsuga eopneyo
Siridorok chagaun nae son jabajujiman
Ijeneun geuman bonaeya hajyo
Eoddeokajyo meoleojyeo ganeyo
Gaseumgadeuk nunmulman chaoneyo
Aesseo gamchwobwado meomchulsuga eopseoyo
Ggeutnae japji motan imameul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo annyeong
Amugeotdo haejunge eopneyo
Motnagedo sangcheoman namgyeotneyo
Byeonaegan mam jocha gamssa anajun saram
Ije bonaeya hal geudaereul eoddeokanayo
Saranghaetdeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeolggajido geudaera dahaengijyo
Sumi meojeulmankeum apawa nunmul heulleodo
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareun saram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Datji mot tal nae saram ijen bonaeya hajyo
Ojik nareul utge hal saran gedaebbuningeol
Sarangi gipeojyeo maeumi apawado
Haengbokaetddeon geu gieogeun noji malayo
Dasi utge hae jul dareunsaram mannado
Apeun ibyeoggaji geudaera dahaengijyo
Seulpeun nunmul mowaseo naega hal su itneun il annyeong

-this song, though korean, touched my soul...I greatly appreciate this song and because of this and other korean songs, I was inspired to compose songs and to study korean as well

Happy Life

hmmm..despite of my busy sched due to my nerve-wrecking and mind-cracking assignment-digesting 30 cases for obligations and contracts, I was able to watch another musical movie entitled Happy Life. As always...a korean movie again...(oh c'mon...just let me be happy even just for a while)...It was a story about rock band which reigned 20 years ago and now they already have their own families. If not because of Sang Wook's death, they would not meet again. the funeral seemed like a reunion. Ki-young the lead guitarist of the band, Active Volcano, wanted desperately to bring the band on stage again. It was refused by his bandmates at first and when they tried to audition for the first time after 20 years, they were all dismayed because it seemed like their magic was gone and they were rejected. Fortunately,in the process, Hyung joon, Sang Wook's young son helped the three seniors make the volcano active again...in the end it was a success

This movie, just like the Baby and Me, tells us the stories of a father to his offspring, a husband to his wife and a son to his father but don't get me wrong, this is not only for boys.

A divorced man...

An unemployed father...

A small earner father

An orphan...

all of those..

watch this movie and realize that MEN DO CRY...

simplySIMPLETON

I thought seeing "it" with another was just fine

I thought watching "it" from a distance was enough

I thought making "it" happy would bring me happiness as well

but

reality came to me again and woke me up from this dream

all the "i thought's" had vanished and sadness welcomed me again...

I am not fine seeing "it" with another creature

It was not enough to watch "it" from a distance

It would not bring me happiness when I made "it" happy

I am not a hypocrite but I do admit that I am a simpleton...

I wish I never knew "it"

I wish I could I forget all about "it"

I wish I could be

with "it"...

oh damn!...so stupid!

My Name in Different Languages

Korean name:

Surname : Korean surname is the
last number in your year of birth .
- 0: Park
- 1: Kim
- 2: Shin
- 3: Choi
- 4: Song
- 5: Kang
- 6: Han
- 7: Lee
- 8: Sung
- 9: Jung

Middle name : is your month of
birth .
- 1: Yong
- 2: Ji
- 3: Je
- 4: Hye
- 5: Dong
- 6: Sang
- 7: Ha
- 8: Hyo
- 9: Soo
- 10: Eun
- 11: Hyun
- 12: Rae

Name : is your date of birth .
- 1: Hwa
- 2: Woo
- 3: Joon
- 4: Hee
- 5: Kyo
- 6: Kyung
- 7: Wook
- 8: Jin
- 9: Jae
- 10: Hoon
- 11: Ra
- 12: Bin
- 13: Sun
- 14: Ri
- 15: Soo
- 16: Rim
- 17: Ah
- 18: Ae
- 19: Neul
- 20: Mun
- 21: In
- 22: Mi
- 23: Ki
- 24: Sang
- 25: Byung
- 26: Seok
- 27: Gun
- 28: Yoo
- 29: Sup
- 30: Won
- 31: Sub

---Hmmm...since i was born in November 16, 1990, my name is...

Chonum PARK HYUN RIM amnida...=)

Chinese name:

Surname (first character)

Yu

Given Name (middle character)

Zhan

profound

Given Name (last character):

ning

repose, serenity, peace; peaceful

---this one is my Chinese name

Wo shi YU ZHAN NING!

Japanese name

Shinki Yu/ Jinki Yu

---this one is my Japanese name

watashi no namae wa Shinki Yu".

Italian Name:

Giacinta Giordano

God chose your birthday for a reason.

Mi chiamo Giacinta Giordano!

---Some day, I will travel the whole world to know my real name in different languages!that's a goal!

Vedic Relationship Guide

· November 16, 1990

· 05:50 AM

· Manila, Philippines

Your Attitude to Relationships as Shaped by Your Birth Star or Nakshatra Swati

Swati is the fifteenth Nakshatra and is ruled by the north node, Rahu. It resides in the sign of Libra and its Western star name is Arcturus.

You have an extreme need to maintain harmony and balance in relationships and you avoid conflict and struggles at all costs. You may also avoid taking a stand because of your fear of confrontation and subsequent failures of relationships. Normally, once you find something in common with someone, you stay close for some time. However, your relationships normally lack depth and can't withstand turbulent phases. Even though your relationships may appear to be working fine from the outside, these may lack passion and intensity. You avoid thinking about the problems in a relationship, as you are always worried about the negative consequences of bringing things up.

You have a long-term perspective on building relationships. You like to plan and move slowly, but steadily. You do not mind making small sacrifices, even if the immediate rewards remain uncertain. However, many times such relationships may not move forward because of the lack of consistent nurturing. It is difficult for you to seize on the rewarding relationships, as your efforts remain scattered across many possible choices.

You love the social interaction and are known for your charm and grace. You are a born diplomat and you know how to go around the difficult issues without getting too involved. You are also known as a peacemaker and have the uncanny ability to help conflicted people see each other points of views and resolve the disputes. You can go to any length to fit into prevalent social and cultural structures. You are a conformist in every manner of social expectation. You will go to any length to maintain such an exterior even at the cost of your instincts and authentic self-expression. Profound social networking is very often the cause of your rapid business success. Your yearn to constantly improve your financial status at all costs, which can cause the deterioration of beautiful relationships in the process.

Once you are in a relationship, you make an immense efforts to please. You believe in going with the flow and are very polite in expressing your contradictory views. It is very rare for you to have confrontation, so your relationships move ahead slowly, over time. You have an urge to learn and to create value for those you are in relationship with. Normally, you are quite happy to see those you care for do well, and receive the rewards they deserve.

However, you need to be aware of the dangers of indulging in worthless and self-destructive relationships. You can learn to manipulate or get manipulated in your urge for reckless materialistic growth. You need to look for the people whose presence can help you foster and grow your talents. You should also work on cultivating a higher self-esteem and creating a stronger sense of identity.

---maybe, it's right...im slow,,,"SLOWLY BUT SURELY" is not applicable in my style...im just plainly SLOW...nothing's next...ha-ha.I still believe in true love...eeeewww its kinda corny and very old fashioned but yes i admit...i still believe in it but at the same time, i believe that it's not for me. he-he,,,

---oh m'n..let's just stop talking about true love,,,it feels awkward...